Giving Up and Giving In

Have you ever had a dream so great that when you wake up you wish you would have just slept forever? Too bad no one can escape from reality. No matter how great or awesome your dream might be, one thing is for sure, you have to wake up. As much as you want to sleep, you can't. Because you have a life to live. Dreams won't put food on your plate. Dreams won't pay your bills. Dreams won't solve any of your problems. Dreams are just dreams. They are there to give us a quick fancy escape from reality. Just that. Nothing more.

Sometimes we have to realize that life is what we make it. Our every day decisions affect our tomorrow. Every minute. Every second. It all boils down to how much we made a difference. How much we strived to be better than today. How much we grew. How much we moved forward.

But.. what the hell. Sometimes Most of the time, I feel too tired to even try. Have you ever tried doing things the right way exactly at the right time? Well, I think I have. But where am I now? Still here. Not much different. Well, a little bit more charming than before (hahaha!). But honestly, nothing's changed. I am still the same old me. And that really sucks. As in sucks with a capital K! I am starting to give up on trying. I am starting to give in to monotony. Good thing there are a few great people who give me a little spark of hope (uy, starbucks un ah!). People who make me realize that maybe I just have to try a little harder. That maybe I don't need to change. That maybe I am following the wrong path. That maybe I should stop using I, and instead start to think of people other than me.

Well, I don't really know. How could I possibly know? Would you know?

Okay whatever. It's time for me to sleep. A chance to dream.
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